Monday 25 February 2008
Credits
I feel that it's nice to be given credits for something good you've done...Especially when its done for a great cause. In my case. I would prefer the term, support.However, it seems that the closest to me, the one whom I see everyday, whom I respect and fear, is of the utmost not encouraging...This is just an assumption...then again, its from my point of view and how I felt when the person portrayed these feelings to me.
I do not boast of the deeds that I have done but rather, I yearn for support from my close ones for what I've done. Things did not went the way I thought it would. Maybe I was naive in thinking so. Even so, the reasons for disapproving subtly weren't the right reasons.
Half-hearted behaviour have set in and is often destructive. I can't agree more. What I could have done was to see things from the idividuals perspective but then again, would the point of view render to be beneficial? I beg to differ.
I know the truth and I tried to express it but I was rejected and rebuked. I understand goodness and saraifice and I intend to be what I was made to be by grace. I guess I do not need support, after all, I got a bigger one.
I set my eyes on treasures above, I expericenced transformation, I believe in miracles. All in Christ.
Posted by Jem at 10:06
Sunday 24 February 2008
I was Loved
I was Loved...Posted by Jem at 10:22
Saturday 23 February 2008
Good day turned Bad
Today was supposedly a good day...All the way till night falls...I was going home from a great youth conference that Ben told me about(Hey Ben)...and yea...so I did...It was freaking far...ACSI!!!
It far from where I live, but oh well...
It ended pretty late and I had dinner and made my way home.
So far so good, until the lsat train back home went away in my face!
What in the world! I was just right in front of the tapping machine...Lucky I had Jerome with me so we took a cab home...Mid-night double charge...loaned from Jerome
I was waiting in the cab all the way...
I had to talk to someone...
Then it occured to me that the phrase "I will always be there for u" wasn't easy to be done at all...
Backed home...Mom talked about money...I was reprimanded for all the right reasons...
I don't care...I am using my Money right and I won't apologise...thats the way I am...
Stand to your ground for the right reasons.
Apologise immediately when wrong.
Simple and logical mideset of mine...
Its the end of the day that makes my day
What can I say? I had a bad day.
Posted by Jem at 10:30
Saturday 16 February 2008
StayOver
Just came back from Greg's house after staying over to finish up our pre-production in Project1...Can't believe I didn't sleep much on a Friday...well...I left in the afternoon heading for the Airshow by the black knights today...It all started when Greg's parents were kind enough to give Raj & I, 2 tickets to the show.
Raj couldn't make it...so that just means I got 2 tickets...wow...not...
I'm grateful for the tickets but at the same time, I was feeling tired and people are not free to go with me...luckily I got a bro to come with me...thanks
However, as I was late, we missed the whole show...in addition, I spent 11.40 just to cab there...No wonder they are Black Knights...always on time...ok wait...is there a link to that?
whatever...
Anyway...Im feeling tired & Cui-ed* now...just slacking around looking for entertainment...
I need motivation & Joy people...
*Cui - the similar term to "cmi" or rather, very (nuar)*
"cmi" - can't make it
(nuar) - soft, lazy, lethargic, don't feel like doing anything
wow this is fun...
Posted by Jem at 06:26
Thursday 14 February 2008
Valentine
V-day...wow...it's like my first time to officially celebrate it...I kinda like that feeling...I made a card...using Photoshop...I thought it was the best work I have done so far.
I think the streets of the central business were being invaded by couples...they are like everywhere...
V-day is definitely a lovely day...however I feel sadness seeping in between the gaps of legs that fills the streets...
Its an occasion some will hate, some lonely & some that don't even care about it.
I pity them somehow...felt that I could do something about but I didn't.
Oh well...I had my V-day...I think it was alright.
Went to catch the latest Jack Neo production...Ah Long pte ltd...I thought that it was pretty funny...
3.5/5 stars
There's this new movie, "The Leap Years"...It gave me an unexplainable feeling...Its like to love in a dream & waking up to find out that the perfect love was nothing in reality.
"It's better to have love & lost than to have never Loved at all"
What a phrase...I find that the word love is being too generally & widely used...
Its as though the meaning of the word has lost its "aura" or power...
So the next time when you love someone...say it with conviction or even better...invent a new word for that expression...I prefer to say it with conviction...
Anyway...Hope that everyone had a unique Valentine's day...Mine was pretty special.
Peace & ILoveAnastacia
Posted by Jem at 10:44
Monday 11 February 2008
Updates so far
Gong Sek Fatt Choi(canto- style)...I think that the only thing I would say in I'm trapped in Hong Kong this time of the year...
Yes! its new year...Happy Chinese New Year everyone(yes..ian...u too)....I think its the most fruitful and the most boring Chinese New Year so far...
Why fruitful?
Ang Baos...they are the only thing that really matter cuz I realised that I'm growing older and someday...I would be the one giving the Ang Bao's alrdy...Also...I'm saving up for my future...awesome...
Boring?
Same reason every year...gamble...mahjong(I don't even get it till now)...wow...ways of socialising...I think of it as a nicer way to excuse ourselves this time of the year...oh well...what can I say? I played some cards...Won some money...but then again...if I had a better alternative like just sitting in Starbucks & chilling...my my...that would be awesome...of course..with good friends that is.
I think the best part of this season is to just hang around with friends...just like how we Moi ppl did...went to catch a Movie...some watch Sweeny Todd...the others like me watch CJ7...it was rather disappointing I must say...I expected a lot more from Stephen Chow...oh well
Then we had dinner and went to He-Pan...somewhere near The Esplanade...cool...They have got lots of food...rides...and people...It was swarming with people there...
we took great rides WOOO!!! TOP GUN...haha
and of course...we took pictures...well I only got a few...but theres one which is nice...cuz it was totally random...
The totally random shot
Group Pics...we look so good...haha
thats me...TRYING to smile and look good
Posted by Jem at 09:04
Tuesday 5 February 2008
Chinese New Year!
I am BACK FROM DESIGN ORIENTATION TRAINING CAMP!!! WOOOO...(That was what I wanted to say like 5 days ago... -_-)
I met great friends like crys, ben...the rest of those whom I noe...we bonded closer...and those that I have not...hehe...lets have an outing!!!
Revyn is the best, cuz we are too good aiyo *clap clap* bu chuo
I was too tired to post that day..and I haven been free for the past few days...so yea...I was MIA...
Anyway...Chinese New Year is coming in 2 days time, Have all of u bought ur New clothes?
I noe I did...and I took 1 freaking day just to get a top & a Jeans...Most time is spent on Le' Jeans...cuz there isn't any nice and decent jeans to wear these days...oh well...at least I got a very awesome one...
Have been pretty busy on my project 1 these few days...today was presentation...We had everything down...but we forgot to emphasise on content...argh...but nvm...our group is a heck of a group...Crewsade.inc...Cool right...we rock big time...
I am lazy to post...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL...I am a happy man
God have been kind to me...He understands me well...He grants my needs & desires...I shall not be in want...
Thanks be to God