Monday 30 July 2007
.....DepartedIts amazing how God work in miraculous way just before he took her to his kingdom...she was all along a practitioner of Tao...but suddenly...as if a 180 turn...she accepted his love...beared his words & remained in his love.
There's a love no one could replace...given through a simple phone call...hearing her favourites. She will do anything...Her life wasn't the best before...but now she's having a life no mortal realms can ever provide. There's no need sadness & tears...instead, rejoice & praise El Elyon. For anyone who remains in him as he remains in him...would bear much fruit...apart from him...you can do nothing.
Her name is not written in the death note but in the book of life...what lies beyond is the everlasting kingdom.
Her name...
Posted by Jem at 09:56
Saturday 28 July 2007
Halo...Reminiscing the good old daysWoke up as early as secondary school days to do what I use to do best...Badminton! I caught up with Shawn the day before and arranged a game today however the time slot was kinda bad...Brandon, Ck & Ho Fung were there too...haha...kinda like an alumni reunion of the Tpss badminton boys.
Its been long since I clench my fist and dive for shots...today was definitely a good day. After the game...had breakfast and when to visit the current badminton boys. they improved so much...I guess its due to their tough physical training.
Oh yea...Shawn gave me a cap for my very belated birthday...I gotta say...its my first cap...as I dont have to habit of capping...haha...but since I got one now...y not use it =)
Surprisingly, I kinda look aright wearing a cap...
Neat looking cap
Well...the end result.
Posted by Jem at 03:31
Wednesday 25 July 2007
Halo...I watched Transformers 2...times. Haha...Shocked for a moment rite? I could imagine people going "HUH! Transformers 2? Where got...DVD ar..." Haha...alright...lets get serious. What I meant was that I watched it the 2nd time. Gotta admit, It still catches you even though you watched it before and anticipated what was gonna happen next...I was still awed by the awesome effects the 2nd time round but not blown off my seats...
After the show, Jy & I went down to the shop whereby they sell cool transformers figurines(oh yea...I watched it with JY...) and the price was also very cool. $99.90 for Optimus Prime...wow they really know when to rise to the occasion. Yes its cool to look at but then again...won't it bothers you if you get bored of it and just pushed it aside like how you did to your other toys when you were young? Then it goes like..."Ok...There goes my 100 bucks"...so 1 thing for sure...nice to look at...not nice to buy...unless someone gets it for you...that would be acceptable...haha...
Today was the 2nd lesson of Idea...Had to draw thing out of shapes...I guess its training us to brainstorm and apply whats applicable. Haven thought of much stuff though given the fact that they only give you a circle, a square & a triangle...Who knows what to draw out of it? Me lor...have to...in order to conform to the lec's expectation.
I gotta say...I am still bored...not sure of what...but just bored...gets very tired of stuff...no mood to joke(thats a serious problem)...can't get the funny in me out...I guess that what happens when your too cool that the world bores you(joke...I don't mean it). Well let's just hope that crusade will resume soon so at least I know for sure that its the 1 day of the whole week that I would be in the midst of God's people...I would never feel tired of bored with them...Thank God for the people in crusade....and my friends in Moi....and other companions too. =)
Posted by Jem at 09:42
Tuesday 24 July 2007
Halo...Monday blues in the nightSince the blues start in the night..lets re-cap what i did for today...Had the first Idea lessons, all that i could recall was how to draw lines....how to ask questions...problems to opportunities. Its not bad considered the fact that its the first lesson so far...hope it will proceed smoothly for the rest of the days since its the only module for the rest of this block...and it starts at 12. =)
Headed to Changi airport to Popeye's to celebrate clinc's Birthday...Well had a great time there...talking about stuff that are so random...making senseless jokes and owning Greg all the time...haha...that was fun. Good things don' last long as we headed our separate ways around 6. YES! That is when I start to get the blues...cuz I'm the type of "Go out after school and have fun" type of person...however to do this i need my friends along...but most of them live in the west so its kinda hard...
Now...still feeling the blues and a little tired...keep looking forward to the fun stuff in life but the higher you expect, the greater the disappointment. Its kinda like a mood swing for easily bored people like me...Oh man...I am really in need of entertainment besides the TV and my com...Somehow the Monday blues hit me hard...but not as hard as the Sat and Sun blues whereby I don't go anywhere but stay at home...i will get very pissed at night for no reason...haha...Im weird.
Bored Jem...out
(Photo from a google link...It's not bad eh? See...prove that I am bored)
Posted by Jem at 08:13
Monday 23 July 2007
Halo...boredom kills the livingwould prefer go Back on my own space...Bored these few days...life after the hectic poly schedule is crap...nothing to do...Iing to campus everyday than to stay at home and stare into space. I can be easily bored...but i can also be easily entertained...like having a ps3 in my room would be great.Somehow...my Schedule is divinely planned as the boredom leads to me in inactive state and that leads me to sleep. i had been accompanying the owls and bats during my hectic week and finally, I sort of recuperated from the fatigue.
Nothing interesting happened and i hope class tmr will be interesting.Anyway...since I am here...HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLINTON!!!
I found out something interesting recently...That is...Google is really very efficient in its work. It might be just me lacking of internet knowledge but somehow it proved it efficiency...how? Its for me to know and for you to find out.
Posted by Jem at 07:43
Friday 20 July 2007
Halo....YES! The STRESS is OVER!Haha...its finally the end of this block of 3D art Fundamentals & Drawing Essentials! The problems of using materials & bad shading & proportion is finally over today...The ironic part is that I can't bear to leave the lecturers Elfie, Zaihan & Ibsen. They were a great help in 3D, especially when it comes to thing that were simply out of context. THANKS be to them.
During this sem, I realised that i can actually draw well after all. All it takes were some sketches and the help of the 3 lecturers even though they are not teaching me Drawing...oh yea & also the stand in teacher. Ronald (PSK) left us to baleh kampong...can't really blame him though, news was that he had some crucial family problems back in Philippines. I have acquired the true attitude toward making a good work. Even though i feel that my final pieces for both modules weren't good enough, at least I learnt the arts of arts! Haha
Now since I am back to free life till next Mon, this would be what I will do...Get a haircut, hang in town, workout, find things to do & finally, continue drawing(I found the passion to draw).
Thats all for now...oh yea...trying to blog frequently le...i suddenly remembered something weird that happened to me while I was rushing my projects...It was like 4 in the morning and i was tired...so i decided to take an hour break on my study room couch. However, when I woke up, it was 10.20 am and i was on my bed! Weird right...none of my family members had the ability to carry my without leaving me unnoticed. I believe its god that made things happen in a strange way...to help me recuperate my strength....haha. Last but not least, my final designs ( look better in real)...
My Final Sculpture...'Glorious Last Moment'
A2 Final Drawing...'Man & Death'
Design Rock! =)
Posted by Jem at 10:46
Monday 16 July 2007
Halo...NO TIME TO BLOGNO time to blog(ironic) so many things...so little time.
A2 Drawing
1m sculpture
Gen 60 concept
2 journal
Folio
4 best drawings
All...by this FRIDAY...so not blogging till then...stay tuned however...and tag!
Posted by Jem at 12:09
Wednesday 11 July 2007
Halo...Leon's DepartureIts sad...he my bro in sch...and now hes leaving us all due to the sad fact that the army has no better things to do than to pull him into NS. I mean COME ON MAN! Hes still studying for god sake and don't you people always say studies come first...CrapHoles.! Brainless to apply that stupid new rule that defines all men must enter NS before the age of 21...to heck with your nonsensical rules, you just wasted 6 months of a person life!
Alright...now i am feeling better. Anyway...bro hope ur reading this man...Good Luck in everything. I really wish for a miracle to happen...
Tuesday
Met up with JY to get Leon & Shermin's Departure and Birthday presents respectively. It was kinda hard to choose their presents...Time was running out so we thought that a white beanie would make Leon happy...and in addition, a bullet shell chain...gives off the NS rowdy men kinda feel. Then it was Shermin's Birthday Present...A star-shaped necklace & a neat white top. Well...they sure loved their presents which really relived my heart...not sure for JY... i bet he feels the same way too...Celebrated Leon's "last supper" at PizzaHut. I was kinda broke by then as i have not collected the money from the class to as we were supposed to share $$ to buy the gifts. By dinner, Jasmine, Sam(Jas' friend), Leon, Greg & I were left...We ate happily & disgraced ourselves in public with Jasmine being too high...haha. Then chilled at the arcade...played some awesome games & there, we took our last glance at our dear friend & headed our separate ways.
Wednesday(Today)
Had lessons as usual however, our drawing essentials lec Ronald was MIA. A relief lec took over...shes a good artist, she showed us important pointers to take note & if she interacts better...she would make and excellent teacher. I had to rush to meet up with Ivan to practice leading worship for crusade! WOW!! leading worship man...first time & we were quite nervous...i did not have the time to meet with him...luckily, lessons on drawing were being conducted outside the campus thus, giving me a chance for him & I to practice as i sketch. Gotta really Thank God for helping me to arrange everything so perfectly and giving us courage and a chance to lead worship. It was a nervous feeling but it was awesome...we were like the first freshmen to lead in worship...felt very honoured. The best part about it was Ivan...the guitarist...omg hes so good that he can played without chords and change pitch of the songs...Great Going Ivan(future worship leader).
Well...thats all that I've done for now...working on my project on kinetic mobile & final sculpture. =)
Posted by Jem at 08:51
Monday 9 July 2007
Halo...My designs so far...What i have accomplished so far will soon be shown below...photos shall do the conversation...leave comments or tags if possible...
X-Marks Le Pot
Re-Papers
Mr X
X-lantis
Le Crap
And finally...Gunblade! =)
Posted by Jem at 09:31
Thursday 5 July 2007
Halo...Transformers!Robots in disguise they say...how true they were...The movie...its a CRIME not to watch! It really more than meets the eye man...WOW! After the Spiderman 3 disappointment that some might say, This a really a breakthrough and the up most stunning visuals i have ever seen. If I ever get a chance, I would give Michael Bay 2 thumbs up!
Spoilers ahead...but who cares...
The film was set in a way whereby we all know what they were, how the transformers execute their capabilities & their mission...The best part was that i was so dumbfounded by the fact that Optimus Prime was so Strong...He actually Wield a SWORD!!! In all of my life, I always considered him to be the most useless among the Autobots(even though i don't really watch Transformers). However the part whereby he took Bonecrusher down with that sword...omg...its stunning!
In addition to best parts, as far as i can remember, there was this scene whereby everything was matrixfied(slow motion) & we see Ironhide in action as he turn 360 and fired 2 cannons...and he used the force of his cannons to boost himself upwards while just near missing a female victim caught in the brawl(still in slow motion). Its like totally awesome man!
Oh yea...BumbleBee was also great as even though he lost his legs, he carried on the fight as took down Barricade(I think)...Ok off the robots...now for the Humans...the guy that played to commander was so awesome with his stunts by taking down Blackhawk via sliding under him and fired his heavy artillery...before you know it, it was only Megatron on land dueling with Prime!
Solid part for the Decepticons not Deceptions...haha...You see jet planes getting ready to take Megatron out When suddenly, Starscream Transformed & destroyed the planes! I mean wow...no wonder they are commonly mistaken for deceptions...haha. Theres still a lot of great parts so do watch even with all these spoilers cuz this is one heaven of a show! If not satisfactory, theres money back guarantee...not by me of course...haha =)
lastly...
Posted by Jem at 09:13
Wednesday 4 July 2007
Halo...School Life So Far...I think i am the slackest among my friends besides those that are in the same course as me...Mainly because i got no exams or term test. HAHAHA...I can finally jump out of sec sch life...I dread test studying and exams...omg...ok, NOW all that is the PAST!
Secondly...I do not have to revise my work or anything like that as theres nothing to study...haha except drawings and stuff like that. I like the way my life is now...so care-free(not really)...its just hands on everyday..and i hooked up for drawing...some how i got a feeling that i wont quit drawing even after the Drawing Essentials module. I have improved so much...which includes the proportion of the drawing...the shading the details...etc. Life is great for me now all I can say...just trying harder everyday to improve and ignite my creativity(i had that since young)...i want it to revive again...to create things from a different view...so surprise people...to create a trademark....haha actually i already got 1...(X-marks the spot). It kinda look like the X-box design....but i vow that i had never stolen that idea...it just came to me...then i realised it was similar...haha oh well...i shall just let my creative juices flow into my works...
The third point is that i like my schedule...12 to 6...everyday don't have to wake up so early..and i got no schools on Monday...I now that i am currently pissing some people that are reading this right now as they do not have as much privilege as I...so sorry...I can't help you...I feel that sometimes even with the up most privileges...theres still something to some bad point too...like how our every work is graded...and we must put in 100% effort into every work...that's kinda harsh...and sometimes due to assignments...we don't get enough shut eyes...but well...Its give and take.
As for personal life...I guess sometimes I do feel bored as my friends all stays in the west while i am like the only east guy...wonder why they would come all the way to Tp...haha. I am rather easily bored...however...I am very easily entertained...so just chilling with 2 or more friends can already make my day...
Its understandable that not all of my course mate feel the same way as me...reasons due is the fact that some cannot draw...some cannot build clay(like me)...or some just don't have the passion for this course...I pray they would be more positive about this course as it's really great compared to the other courses in Tp...
Positive Jem...out!
Posted by Jem at 08:53
Sunday 1 July 2007
Halo...What if...I am gonna start asking myself questions today and ans them 1 by 1 since i got nothing to do...this is my blog so i guess its the only place i can express my feelings. The topic of the day is "what if you got the girl of your dreams?"...Its seems weird to be thinking of that in the middle of the night but well...it just came across my mind...can try asking yourself too...
If I had that very girl, I would...
-Tell her how much i love her everyday
-Give her freedom and space
-Give in to her(if she not in the wrong)
-Treasure every moment with her
-Make sure i put a smile on her face everyday
-Be there for her when she needs/wants me
-Play with her childish games would make her happy
-Walk with her in the rain while covering her
-Let her lie on me sleeping
-Pat her head and pinch her cheek in an affectionate way
-Always be honest with her
-Never compare her with others(because she the best)
-Hug her tightly and wish the time would stop there
-Hold her hand and keep her warm
-Cover her with my jacket without her asking
-Walk beside her and smile at her
-Let her drag me aimlessly to anywhere she wants to be
-Carry her on my back when shes tired
-Spoon-feed her
-Pray for her everyday
And finally...Keep all the things I have mentioned above...From that, it easily shows that i am just a normal and not a romantic guy at all...haha cuz honestly...i am a lil shy, so i just do my best to make that girl happy.
This post is inspired by the song "you took my heart away" by Michael Learns to Rock. No further intentions or targets related to this topic...just a way of expressing myself. =)
Posted by Jem at 10:45
Halo...Lack of sleep...zzzIts been like a week since i had a good sleep...mainly because of the assignments that i received from both my lecturers...argh! Now i stucked with 30 box drawings + shading...and 10 human expression sketches...
Aright...complains over...now lets see what interesting highlights i had this week...This week is mainly on how god relieved my stress...actually i don't really have any...cuz god took them away... =) I shall start with crusade meeting on wed...It was an enjoyable time with the crusaders as we shared our childhood & how we grew as young Christians...The overall was great...especially at dinner whereby i took a dare by Glen to drink sambal + water....sheez...it tasted horrible...and smelt like alot of people spitting in it...i WON anyway and the prize...$10!!! Yea it seems like a small amount but at least i got some cash...haha....thanks Glen. =)
Thursday was bored...it was just lessons and then chilling...and Friday...i had cell group with my Church Youth...well...we were heading into discipleship and how to make time for god everyday...i kinda miss them cuz haven seen them for a week and i didn't attend 2 sessions of the cell meeting....
Saturday was tiring...because i had to like wake up at 730am in the morning just for APEL1... its a module that we must attend to pass...lucky its only an hour...then...went to breakfast with my course mates...i just can't bear to part with them...they are all so nice and cool to hang with...i heard from Betty's friend that her course mate aren't as nice and approachable...We head to Tm to kick out at the arcade...by then many left...leaving only Jy, Betty and me...Well...i made another friend...Dina...don't really know it her names correct...haha...Shes Betty's good friend...They wanted to go for a swim so Jy & I tagged along...not to swim but to do our drawings...of course not a them swimming...we re not perverts...geez...However, the swimming pool was closed so we just slacked at Mac till its time for them to go to their church service...at the expo
I wanted to see how their service was being conducted so i asked if i could tag along...well...they agreed...of course...haha. To my surprise...City Harvest Church was so diff form my small lil church...With the technology and worship...omg...it was a spectacular event...the best part was the worship whereby everybody was so filled with the spirit that they started jumping away...I don't get to see that in my church everyday...haha...Then met Jy's cell mates...they are a bunch of nice people too...haha...during so...Jy and I were laming away we re so good....that we could walk properly...lame again...then we had free tickets to watch transformers! However...our joy bubble burst when it wasn't available anymore...i guess its ok since i might be trying to arrange for my course mate to watch it together....haha.
Sunday...which is today...went to church feeling extremely moody due to a dream that occurred...not really intending to elaborate it...cuz its kinda personal...well...thank god for restoring my mood during worship...once again...you demonstrated how much you have loved me and my fellow brothers & sisters...I feel blessed...thank you.
*In all of these days whereby the activities took place...i was shag out...refer to title*