Saturday, 12 January 2008

I have a dream

Finally...a real proper sleep after 2 weeks...wow...I am so glad that I had a good rest yesterday...even though my work is like piling up...Well...its been long since I dreamt and I had a dream last night...

Eveything was normal...and I was happy...in my house...with my family...and I was doing some stuff that I don't really know...and there...just beside me...and we got along like normal...the things we use to talk about & laugh at...The things said that created joy & warmth...

Then I woke up...feeling happy...and realised it wasn't reality...I realised that it was a good dream turned bad...I dunno how other feel about it but I get this type of dreams often...and when you wake up...It just a dream...literally...

Church was good today...I was so touched by the Holy spirit during worship...but I can't help but to control my emotions...for I do not want to just burst out crying...not my style...

The message given was having a heart for God...he is our first love...and I felt like I haven't been realising that...Now...I try to put all my negative emotions down...and give it to the lord...for as the song "so you would come" goes...

Broken hearts, broken lives...he will take them all...

Oh well(Thats what I learnt to say when everything goes wrong and I try to not be bothered about it)....

I have a dream...a song to sing...

Posted by Jem at 23:46