Monday, 26 November 2007

Inner struggle

Today was a good day...filled with inner struggles...


2-4pm

Met up with friends...happy...shopped around without buying anything. Waited for more ppl to come...a lil in the rush cuz we haven bought the tickets...


4-6pm

Surprised...happier...went around talked...then found out a sad fact and a broken agreement(something which I cannot handle very well). Mood turned the other way round...was disappointed and sad. So much so that turned away...I didn't know what to say...What can i say...?


6-9pm

Watched a show...brightened my mood...cant put that feeling down though...still it didn't matter...who am I to say what's right and what's wrong? was reminded again about the misses...

Its not my future Why should i bother so much? Why poke my nose in other peoples business? Why try when I noe it doesn't at all matter to that person? Jem...why so kapo?

I don't get anything from being concerned...I don't want rewards...but look what happens when u try to tell others what right and what's not...U get shunned and people won't talk to u...even though u started it...


10pm

Whatever...can't think...don't wanna care...what for? Its still will happen...people don't listen to you...wake up...

Now

Shag...need a bath...chill & forget it...

There i said it...wow...i feel so much more relieved...Why keep it in you when u got a blog...zzz

Posted by Jem at 07:12